Today all the faith, all the hope, all the illusion has just died. Now I feel so scared, so afraid, and despite all so alone...In my mind there's only fear, in my heart there's only pain, in my eyes there're only tears... I just feel like disappearing...for ever. Tired of everything, no more strengths. And in the middle of all this, you are not here... and I need you, in spite of me I miss you so much... My heart is empty...no more happyness, no more fun, no more smiles, no more anything, just pain & fear...